I let you in
I knew better
I knew your truth: the good & the bad
I looked past your darkest points
because at all times I see your beauty:
goodness
that tender heart that has won me completely
But here I stand
holding my broken heart in my hands
you’ve crushed me
broken me in ways I never saw coming
I don’t let people close
but I let you
and now I’m the one being punished
I’m the one trying not to fall apart
because I’ve lost you
You’ve traded in our friendship for someone new
You broke me
and in the midst of all this pain, torment, torture
I still find myself loving you
wanting to make sure you’re okay
I hate that
I hate that you’ve torn me apart
and yet I still love you