I am lost
in a sea of demons
trapped inside my head

Each one
has a different message
that it constantly shouts

There is no room to breathe
no room to speak
no room to think
amidst a swirling vortex
of screamed inadequacies

I’m lost
I don’t know
who’s who
or what’s what

I just know all the things I’m not
All the things I’m failing at
All the things that make me… pointless

I am lost
and unconvinced
there is a way to save me