Isn’t A Day

There isn’t a day I don’t think about you

nor a time where I don’t wish I had one more day,


or even minute with you


Everyday I ache in ways I never knew I could

You are the one I have loved with everything within me

From my first day until your last my heart was yours irrevocably


There were days when I would think about losing you

Those days would avalanche me with emotions;

when I finally caught my breath again

I would desperately claw myself out

reminding my heart that you were still here

The mere thought of losing you caused my world to stop


Now I find myself in the reality

that has composed my worst nightmares

The thought of losing you overwhelmed me

Actually having lost you

has torn me apart


There isn’t a day where I don’t feel the lack of you

I’ve loved you my whole life

and I know I will love you until my dying day