I find beauty in those around me.
Seeing past their flaws,
Nothing can hide who they truly are.
so worth loving.
I’ve never seen beauty in my own self.
But things are slowly changing.
For when I look in the mirror I see something new.
A faint hint of, dare I say it, beauty.
I don’t understand it, its never been there before.
Perchance I’m beginning to see what I’ve been blind to, all this time.
A deeper truth of me.
I’ve been looking for love
Desperately seeking it
Looking everywhere I can
In the depths of darkness
The throes of light
Peering into the clouds
searching under the ripples of the sea
I thought I caught a glimpse of it
Just a shimmer
but now I doubt
It seems to evade me
I feel like I’m falling apart
Unable to be what I’ve always been
But that is Your plan, right?
Making me in to something different.
You tell me to trust You
as You do something new.
My heart keeps on sinking
‘Cause i don’t know who or
what I am
if I can’t be who I’ve always been.
But that is the point isn’t it?
To lose myself and find you.
What will you do with all the pieces of me?
I lay down my cape
and bow to your will.
Show me who I am to be for all of eternity.