Here I sit, in front of this empty screen. Trying to pull out the troubles contained within my heart. I have so much to do and not enough time to do it in, but all I can think about, is how I want to slip into nothingness. To have no responsibilities, no stress, nor worries that is seemingly all I crave these days. Then I think within myself, “How selfish are you? Don’t you care about people anymore?” The truth is, I do. I care about them more than I am honestly able to convey anymore. But I don’t know how to love them when I am completely depleted of everything that makes me someone. There is nothing left in this vessel. So here I sit, empty in front of this screen.




Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s