A monster pursues me,
mercilessly hunting me down.
I’ve tried to escape it,
tried to runaway or fight,
but nothing seems to work.
Every time I dodge away,
there it is beside me again.
I quickly turn around to flee,
only to find it staring me in the face.
All day long I wrestle with the monster,
relentlessly fighting against it.
Some days it begins to devour me,
as it holds me tightly within its grip.
Eventually, causing me to succumb to the power of its torment.
Other days I am able to push it off and escape.
Even when I try to slip into the peaceful oblivion of sleep – I hear its raspy breathing surrounding me on all sides.
My body unwilling shivers,
knowing the monster could overtake me at any moment.
I lie there breathlessly still,
praying that God would save me from this evil.
Knowing all the while that the monster is not without,
Tears cascade down my face as I plead with God to save me,
To rescue me from the monster that I have created.
For He is the only one that can save me.